But the silence isn’t really welcome to her, like his reply. She frowns, rolls around again, sulking, and being silent for a moment on her part. No, Rydia may be exhausted but she’s too tired to sleep, as absurd as it sounds- and being there with someone who refuses to speak or even look at her isn’t really helping in calming her down. “You know, that reply… it was terrible. I know the situation is grim and it’s absurd the weight of this whole situation is on our shoulders-“ and with ours she means the eidolons too “But you can have that attitude considering how many people fell believing in our planet’s future.”
She needs to motivate others to stay motivate herself- still, Rydia wants to believe they will all find a way to fix this mess. And she will finally return in the Feymarch, be happy and spend the rest of her life between her monsters, not between… well, as much as she cares about Cecil and his group that’s just not her place. And where else would she go anyway? Maybe to Mist? Please, the village is a pile of ashes and as far as she knows there are only a couple of survivors that will eventually move to Kaipo…
“Sometimes I feel like it’s not going to end too but… that’s just depressing” she grumbles and instinctively‘kicks’ his leg (even if it’s more like a gentle touch because she’s physically really weak and she isn’t even trying to hurt him. But she really meant it as a kick, really!) “If… we allow ourselves to give up, our morale to sink, then it doesn’t matter how hard we try, we’re doomed. Sometimes I want to run back home myslef but... there will be peace. I want to believe it.” There’s another long moment of silence then the woman rolls again on her pelts giving him her back.
"Leviathan's nostrils, I can't really sleep tonight... and you're so silent, even more than usual, what's wrong? Did you get hurt?"
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“You know, that reply… it was terrible. I know the situation is grim and it’s absurd the weight of this whole situation is on our shoulders-“ and with ours she means the eidolons too “But you can have that attitude considering how many people fell believing in our planet’s future.”
She needs to motivate others to stay motivate herself- still, Rydia wants to believe they will all find a way to fix this mess. And she will finally return in the Feymarch, be happy and spend the rest of her life between her monsters, not between… well, as much as she cares about Cecil and his group that’s just not her place. And where else would she go anyway? Maybe to Mist? Please, the village is a pile of ashes and as far as she knows there are only a couple of survivors that will eventually move to Kaipo…
“Sometimes I feel like it’s not going to end too but… that’s just depressing” she grumbles and instinctively‘kicks’ his leg (even if it’s more like a gentle touch because she’s physically really weak and she isn’t even trying to hurt him. But she really meant it as a kick, really!) “If… we allow ourselves to give up, our morale to sink, then it doesn’t matter how hard we try, we’re doomed. Sometimes I want to run back home myslef but... there will be peace. I want to believe it.” There’s another long moment of silence then the woman rolls again on her pelts giving him her back.
"Leviathan's nostrils, I can't really sleep tonight... and you're so silent, even more than usual, what's wrong? Did you get hurt?"
Leaving him alone? Not an option for now...